Lesson learned: I’m not allowed to EVER show or express negative feelings.
Never cried so much due to frustration and anger before..
Just keeps on getting worse
Supposed to get paid for the fucking week, and my step dad says he’s gonna pay me 40 tomorrow and the rest next fucking friday. This is a professional fucking job, I’m not gonna fucking do it if you don’t pay me professionally.
I have literally nobody now. Everyone has school or eachother, and I’m here all alone.
"I look at you
with my eyes wide open
and all I can see
is a piece of art
I don’t want to share
with anyone else."